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Friday, September 3rd, 2010
4:33 pm
3 month test came back neg, I am officially clean!

Just in time for school

current mood: chipper

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Sunday, July 25th, 2010
9:05 pm
I hate flying...


Jonahbee - wassup? I miss you dude. Like, lots. Lots and lots.

current mood: restless

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Friday, June 11th, 2010
10:43 pm
FUCK YOU MOTHERFUCKERS! HA!


Pvt
Fuck. Me.

current mood: giddy

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Monday, June 7th, 2010
7:43 am
Monday... yay.


Pvt to Jonah
I love you. Please don't come near me today. I love you a lot Jonahbee.


Pvt to Kelly
I love you. I don't know what to say to you Please don't come near me today. Thanks.

Pvt to self
omg i'm gonna die, i'm gonna die, i'm gonna die

current mood: terrified

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Friday, May 28th, 2010
9:24 pm
Pvt but visible to Jonah

I said yes to Kelly

Am I stupid or what?! I've got a disease that's incurable and deadly and I'm in some kind of... relationship with a boy who I KNOW wants to touch me and stuff.

And it's SO fucking hard just not letting myself cuddle with Jonahbee although not so hard when I think about what could happen to him, or when I think about what happened to me to get me this way how am I going to stop myself with someone I'm 'supposed to' be all physical with?

Stupid Devon, really fucking stupid.

And who keeps leaving tubes of sherbert outside my door?!

current mood: stupid

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Sunday, May 23rd, 2010
7:05 pm
Private )

Summer is coming. I have a feeling that the D-R's are going to try to get me 'involved' in their 'parties' for the last time before they send me back. Ashbury, it's been eventful.

current mood: unsure
current music: paint it black

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Wednesday, April 28th, 2010
9:22 pm
PSA: Touch me and I'll break your nose.

Thanks. It's for your own fucking good

current mood: aggravated

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Saturday, April 24th, 2010
12:06 am
Private to Kelly )

current mood: pissed off

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Thursday, April 22nd, 2010
9:03 pm
Private
Fuck. 6 weeks. 6 weeks and they tell me that I'm dead.

I can't even be bothered to harass the D-R's anymore, and they're even leaving me alone like maybe they know, like see it in me or something.

I just go out in the morning and skateboard around until it's getting on to midnight. I hate coming home. Fuck, I hate every piece of me more than I ever did before, I feel like a leper but on the inside. Rotting away.
/Private

This is the longest time I've been without sex since I was thirteen but the first time that I haven't felt horny. There's something really wrong.


Jonahbee, thank you for this )
You're fucking adorable, even if you are a little optimistic

The D-R's get me down, I'm gonna drop an E and listen to the Stones.

current mood: crappy
current music: paint it black

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Friday, April 2nd, 2010
12:59 am
soooo drunk

not even that adrunk but I did, I'm all cut up. Cut up. Bloody... jeans.

I cut my jeans. No leg,, my leg, i cut. Stupid... fell out of a car.

Strupid him, ha ha, bleeding all, not everywhere just some knee.

Really reallydrunk.

Jonah! LOVE YUU

Frddie, m 'a smcak u real hard.




JERK



,,,owwwwwww :'(

current mood: trolleyed

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Monday, March 29th, 2010
11:20 pm
Gotta new mobile, if you had a strange dirty text from someone it was prolly me. Got bored with the colour of my old one so I decided to nuke the fucker.

When will this fucking month be fucking over al-fucking-ready???

Kelly - I have no fucking clue what that fucked up scary thing you gave me is and I don't know what you're apologising for, unless it's being a giant cock, but thanks, I suppose.

Jonah - bbyilu. Got an eye on you green giant, know dat.

Igby - I kinda wanna fuck you up in the face in ways that will be biblical. So kindly stay out of my fucking way. And the can of soda in the fri- oh what the hell, he deserves a faceful of fizz

Private )

current mood: crappy

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Tuesday, March 23rd, 2010
5:53 pm
Private )

current mood: scared

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Tuesday, March 16th, 2010
12:13 am
Private )

current mood: freaking the fuck out
current music: black - pearl jam

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Friday, March 12th, 2010
4:21 pm - bitches love me cause they know that I can fuck
Where have all the good fucks gone? And why aren't any of them getting me off anymore?

I feel like a fucking chew toy, seriously, maybe I just need to get the fuck out of here for a while.

Private to Jonah

Hey boy, I love you, know that right?

End Private

current mood: frustrated
current music: single serving jack - the dust brothers

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Monday, March 1st, 2010
12:53 am - Pvt to Igby
I'm having an 'in my room' day and I'm REALLY trying to be as nice as I can here...

Don't bother me.

current mood: bitchy

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Thursday, February 25th, 2010
11:02 pm
Fuck you, fuck this and fuck everything in between.



current mood: pissed off
current music: fuck the pain away - of montreal

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Monday, February 1st, 2010
7:59 am
Pvt to Jonah

Hey, are you busy like Thursday evening?

Would you wingman me? I need to go meet someone in town and I'm freaking out a little bit

Jonah, this guy knows my actual name...

current mood: freaked out
current music: country death song - violent femmes

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Sunday, January 31st, 2010
7:27 pm
Igby

Hey, did you tell anyone who wasn't a student here that I'm your roomie and this is our dorm room?

current mood: pissed off

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12:59 am
Saturday... fuck me.

current mood: drunk
current music: prodigy|take me to the hospital

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Sunday, January 24th, 2010
8:35 pm
Leather mini-skirt... fuck yeah!

Leather Mini Skirt


It's fucking cold, but fun at the same time, and it's mine ALL MINE MWAHAHAHA!

Coff.

current mood: slutty
current music: dirty needles - screeching weasel

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